Time to move on.....

yeah... this is what i was saying to my self from long time...

But i guess the right time to say it is NOW....!!!

Finally.... i think i can see the exact picture.. (I hope this time its true... )

Wanted to do something of my choice... and in the process ... I can take first step in near future....

Well I cant stop my self to express it so i am writing this... but I cant say it all in one go.... will keep you guys updated as it develops.... so till then all I need is your best wishes and support....!!!

In the middle of nowhere....

Have you ever felt like that...

Well i m currently going through that...

I was used to ask my self that what should i be doing?
I havent got any firm answer for that ...

But the answer i got is: At least not that i am doing currently...

Now I have so many ways to go ... but seems like all the doors are closed... and yet there are so many opportunity....
I am in a big confusion... and its too much risky to take risk at this point ...
But i also feel like that ... if i am not going to take any action now... then there is more chances for damage...

guys i am gathering much bigger courage to think ahead and do something ....
Please provide some support.... its the question of my life and future....

What to do?? study further... switch field... or nothing???

Thinking Procees Freezed!!!!

Is that happened to you any time??
Man I am going through it....

My creative thinking is stopped ... ( i guess so...)
I don't know why but its true..

Before some day... I tried meditation for only about 10 to 15 minutes...
And tried to achieve the thought less state of mind... Well it was quite tough in starting but the last few minutes were amazing... no thought in my mind... total blank.... It was like hard reset ....

but now... I like to retain my previous state of mind...
I also forgot to take back up ... so is there any way to restore it??

Well I just want to know that how to start thinking again???
My old marvelous state of creativity....

May be few days of leave or some fun filled trip to heaven will help me....
Please provide your inputs....
(See here also i m using the office protocols!!!!)

Help me out guys....

Terrible night ...

Oh god what terrible night it was...!!!
Yesterday was SHARAD PUNAM ... the full moon night after navratri...

The place were my room is located is next to the bharvad vas...
I thought during navratri that why these people are not doing garbas??
coz it is their big festival... but i didnt know that .. it was the peace before war...!!!

yesterday they done it.....
Garba for whole night and of course with number of loud speakers and amplifiers....
and the icing of the cake was... the singers...
the worst singers i have ever heard... they not singing even one full garbo properly...

but i again caught by my past years of navratri...
i was also used to play it till the morning...

but now we are not allowed for garba after midnight..
WHY??
coz the terrorism... people are afraid to gather in large number...
coz they have fear of bomb blast....

This should not be the case....
common guys this our world... why one should fear of anything??
lets make our world more beautiful...
and lets put our efforts to achieve it....

Are you with me??