In the middle of nowhere....

Have you ever felt like that...

Well i m currently going through that...

I was used to ask my self that what should i be doing?
I havent got any firm answer for that ...

But the answer i got is: At least not that i am doing currently...

Now I have so many ways to go ... but seems like all the doors are closed... and yet there are so many opportunity....
I am in a big confusion... and its too much risky to take risk at this point ...
But i also feel like that ... if i am not going to take any action now... then there is more chances for damage...

guys i am gathering much bigger courage to think ahead and do something ....
Please provide some support.... its the question of my life and future....

What to do?? study further... switch field... or nothing???

The LAST SUPPER...!!!!

The post of the title have nothing to do with the famous picture of Leonardo Da Vinci or with Bible....

Actually its about the most risky attempt of my room partner...
Finally he made up his mind to go for it ... and he did it yesterday...

He cooked at room....

When he first told me at office that i will cook tonight ... I just ignored and considered it as his another joke...
But then he repeated this for 2 -3 times more... and he is suffering from few months for his stomach problem... I sensed the danger in his eyes... He was pretty confident on his decision...

Now the news was in the air... that sandy will cook tonight...
And order was all the room partner will eat it...
Few of my friends started prayers for my health... and others was showing their concerns...
but all was of no help...

Finally he called me from the shop that which vegetables i like... ( I liked his curtsy... )
I was not much looking forward to the dinner... coz before going at room ... i had enough food ... ( just to remain sure that i will not sleep without eating....)

But he came with all the necessary items... and start preparing .... In the middle of the procedure ... other partner came... and started helping him.... The tools were just amazing... only one knife... one bowl... lots of news papers... and one broken dish (the biggest broken part of dish)...

the list of vegetables is also amazing.... methi, bataka, capsicum, flawer...

but the most shocking thing is... the final outcome was just too good....
We ate it with bread... And with surprise... the room partner came having dinner outside.. also joined us for dinner second time.... We completed the whole bowl....

So it was the finest thing we did at room till date...
Hats off sandy..!!!

recession striked at home :-(

RECESSION is not a new word these days....
but the meaning can be known to the victims only..
Its the most annoying thing when you are kicked out of the company because your higher management couldnt made it for the business...
I cant really see recession in India up to that level as in USA... work load is still the same...
and what the point to kick out a person showing the reason of recession when his salary is already less then the industry standards??
I am really disappointed as one of my colleague caught by recession ... he was not deserving it....
Really if industry keeps going like this way... they will get a back fire...

The world we are leaving in.... made by us...

Many times i have heard that what work culture USA have...
People are so professional and they follow this method and that method and so on...

You can meet your boss directly... and they respect your time... they never approach you after the office hours... they never forget the formalities before starting conversation... and hell lot of such points...

But who started this?
Its not like that suddenly from one bright day morning... all people started this practice...

No way...
The people of USA has made it by continuous practice....
If we want to follow such practices... then we have implement it in our own....

But it looks too much difficult right now....
People need to kill their ego and need to stop politics in corporate world...
but the managers are also the typical indians....
When you try to follow any such practice... it is seen as perpetration ....

God only knows when it will be actually implemented in india...
But to ensure it... Lets start it by our self... at least....(as much as possible....)
Will you cooperate ?

A Life for purpose is a purpose of life.... !!??

Hi people....
Yes ... my mind started working again....

It took some time and a trip to heaven(home) as i said... But everything is fine now...
so no worries....

I read the title quote in one book I am reading currently....
It had made an impact on my mind...
From few days i am working on this...

The author says that one have to found his own purpose of life....
And when you will start working for it.... the energy will flow from you ... effortlessly...
You will be full of life.... and each little accomplishment towards your goal will give enormous amount of energy and courage to achieve your goal....

Looks pretty cool... and logical... coz it says that your goal is the thing which you want to do.... not the things which you have to do....
So one should start working what he wants to do.... not the things that he have to do....

I liked the idea... and want to try by my self... I am pretty convinced about its result... (well up till now...)
So I am going through quite weird time right now....

How can i know about the purpose of my life.... ???
How can i know that this is the thing which i want to do till the end my life.... without trying it??

One solution that I can figure out is to try the things which ever comes in my mind.... and find out the goal of my life....
But this way is quite long and cant afford that much time....

Is there any other way out???

Come guys.... help me out for this....
May be you will also find your life's goal....

Thinking Procees Freezed!!!!

Is that happened to you any time??
Man I am going through it....

My creative thinking is stopped ... ( i guess so...)
I don't know why but its true..

Before some day... I tried meditation for only about 10 to 15 minutes...
And tried to achieve the thought less state of mind... Well it was quite tough in starting but the last few minutes were amazing... no thought in my mind... total blank.... It was like hard reset ....

but now... I like to retain my previous state of mind...
I also forgot to take back up ... so is there any way to restore it??

Well I just want to know that how to start thinking again???
My old marvelous state of creativity....

May be few days of leave or some fun filled trip to heaven will help me....
Please provide your inputs....
(See here also i m using the office protocols!!!!)

Help me out guys....

Celebrating 1st anniversary in corporate world...!!!!

Yes....

Today I completed my first year in corporate world...
Full of ups and downs ....

Well its not that hard to stay in corporate world... (or i haven't faced the corporate world yet.... whatever the case) but it surely affects you...

I am really transmogrified during this one year.... before one year I was a student at graduate school and now I am a person with responsibilities and lot many things.... Now I cant raise my hand out of the shit I have created...

Life was much simple before this all stuff.... I was free to do anything I want to with no hesitation....

Sometime I wish I could
turn back time..
Impossible it may seem....

Really those days were so precious ... but I was not knowing that time....

But sometimes simple life sucks as well... So i decided to get in to the corporate world.... and now living in since 1 full year.... Now i am no more careless.... but i want to switch back to the old collage days for few days at least... but its not possible i know....

But this year was fun too... I got matured at much faster rate... I changed a lot in many aspects... but trying hard for not to change.....
Pretty confusing and weired time i am having now.....
But hey .... don't misunderstand...
I am still ENJOYING..... ;-)